a cellphone recording of my flatmate playing the piano tonight:

ill thoughts

title, description, tag: each night men and women fall asleep

purge

???

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you’re bitter thinking about it because to think about it is to acknowledge yourself incomplete without it

02 - JUST_'AH'.MP3

i crossed my feet
i felt every muscle in my chest and stomach go rigid
the edge of the headrest dig in to my neck because i couldn't relax
i tried to hear silence in my head
and eventually my muscles started to vibrate softly inside my legs as i tried to relax

y?_

you can't let any body know

Yeah thats right

trying to remember what it's like when it didn't hurt