cleaning floors and riding a bike

i thought and talked about the past

i didn't know what to do because there wasnt anything i had to do

i put up some shelves

i had a kimchi crepe, then scoops of ginger spice bread and rice pudding ice cream

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Gutmorning!!One box of bees, please!^__^

space is a gap
is a time
or a place

eating the biggest white peach ever

Le désir non suivi d'action engendre la pestilence.

everything feels distant for the first time in a while and i wish it could last longer

Saw my first mountain.

7d, 11h and 11m ago

I've no idea what's happening to you, whatever it is it already happened and whatever it is you're waiting for's not gonna happen.

i met someone i already know

Nosebleed, lisptick, something about holding a flower that has been picked out for you, etc.

I tossed my clothes over a fence and floated down the rhine in my boxers, and I'm growing freckles

You are sweet but you are sour.

I ran up a hill and found a cow farm. Halfway up the hill the smell reminded me of the pig farm I went to growing up.

coughing, sweating, walking, standing, feeling nothing

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overdue

songs_ohia_-_back_on_top.mp3

sitting in the shade i was thinking about dreams/thoughts i've been having lately that seem more frightening than usual. i had a dream the other night i was lost behind a wall in the dark until it closed in on me and i was boxed in, i rolled out of the bed in my pitch black room and sweating and i wasn't even certain i was awake yet. and last night my sister got out of the car and walked along the side of the car and the image of her being smashed along the glass/car came across my mind, i could see her eyes go blank as she twisted pass the glass. i've been having some noticeably gruesome thoughts of car crashes since being here, glass shattering, metal crunching.

i'm hoping it's less possibilities i'm seeing and just some subconscious reaction to the claustrophobic nature of everything here, which would be strange though since i haven't had any conscious problems with it, i don't mind it at all.