no life after iscribble

sculpture in my stove

give me the answer already, i'm too tired. my eyes shake when i try to focus on something. and for someone who is not depressed at all i seem to question the purpose of etveryt little thing i do very often and why everyone else does what they do because i havent figured out why it's all getting done.

i played videogames

family is visiting, i'm glad my niece recognizes me, even if my sister is already turning her in to a bit of a snot

I just went out and bought a bottle of coca-cola and it's so good it will always taste like christmas to me

I helped two people change a flat tire

I went walking instead of what I planned to do and I wondered why while I did it because there was nothing there and it was completely pointless, but I knew anything else I did wouldn't have been worth doing either.

Look at the order in which you do things

I can feel it coming in my gums today.

I finished a circular puzzle today

I tried on some of grandpa's clothes today

"For as in Adam all die, even so in Christ shall all be made alive..."
I Cor 15, 26-29

Tonight I tried but obviously not hard enough

I bought a camera today for twenty bucks that i don't need and i don't know if I'll use.

I went and picked up some peanut butter cups and take five's because no one in my building thinks Halloween is fun anymore, they all had signs saying no trick or treating. There was only one trick or treater in the end but that's alright because they got a lot of the candy since I knew no one else was coming.

FLOWERS FOUND ON THE GROUND; THEY DON'T SMELL GOOD AT ALL &a 3yr.-old cactus that's never bloomed

I touched my grandfathers wrist minutes after he died to see if he was still warm and listened to the snap crackle pop sound as his chest sunk and drove the 300 miles back and am pretty zoned out after all that driving

I CAN'T BELIEVE I LIVE SO FAR AWAY

I drove 300 miles to see my grandfather before he passes away. He's sleeping with his eyes open, sort of.