The more you stay the same the more I like you

a cellphone recording of my flatmate playing the piano tonight:

ill thoughts

title, description, tag: each night men and women fall asleep


purge


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you’re bitter thinking about it because to think about it is to acknowledge yourself incomplete without it

i crossed my feet
i felt every muscle in my chest and stomach go rigid
the edge of the headrest dig in to my neck because i couldn't relax
i tried to hear silence in my head
and eventually my muscles started to vibrate softly inside my legs as i tried to relax

y?_

you can't let any body know